Archive for January, 2010

By a Stream in Wales

Jim January 23rd, 2010

My love and I walk by the singing brook

That cuts across the corner of the land

And vanishes beneath a gravel bed

To reappear a quarter mile on.

The poet in me can’t allow that I

Discuss the aquifer below the soil

Or douse the beauty of the crystal waters

With terms of scientific measurement.

She walks in sorrow thirsting for a word;

One word of mine to tell her all my heart,

But I would have her know the thing outright.

“My love,” I say, “is like this dancing stream

That runs in hunger to the waiting sea

And dives below the soil out of sight.

So passion comes and goes within my heart;

So fickle man his love to woman gives.

The flood that rages through his veins one day

Will sink beneath the silent earth the next.

Do not despair, but know the words you need

Will spring, unbidden, forth from me–to you

That moment when you do not seek the spring

To bubble out in joyous laughter to

The surface.  Passion leaps and dives, but love,

Like water flowing to the calling sea

Increases as it dashes to the waves.

So I increase the while I flow to you,

In silence or with heartdeep longing wracked,

Above, beneath, until I join your sea.”

She says no word, but kneels down to drink

The liquid diamonds running off her chin

And leaping from her cupped, creased hand

She turns and offers me her heart-washed touch

And I accept, my heart that moment rinsed

By droplet covered fingers on my face.

Sonnet 8–While Walking One Morning in England

Jim January 18th, 2010

The morning sun the dappled hillside draws

And in the waking fields the wrens will sing

Dashing tree to tree on dance black wing

They shout to God abrupt, enrapt applause.

And as I stroll in peace along the lane

Beneath the arch of studded elm and larch

I hear behind the wheels of progress march

Reminding me of man’s incessant pain.

The car o’ertakes me in a burst of speed

And coats me with a mist of carbon dust.

Across the farther hill it comes to crest

A comet trailing urgent human need.

Which world is me?  In truth I cannot say.

But do my needs these fields of peace betray?

Sonnet #6: A Farewell

Jim January 12th, 2010

And if I were to let my feelings show

The very act would be somehow unjust.

That tie that binds you is a tie of love,

To loose, would be to shatter bonds of trust.

I could not bear the thought that I demand

Your gift, insisting that you love betray,

Or grasp the kestrel tightly in the hand

To watch her flutter, die, or fly away.

So let the morning sun-shot feathers shudder.

Remove the thong that lightly holds the wind

And rustle wings of first light’s streaking fire,

And in this moment’s ending we begin.

I know not where you’ll fly, or if you will

But where you fly, my love flies with you still.

God-Forsaken (In Answer to Thomas Hardy’s “God-Forgotten”)

Jim January 9th, 2010

(who forsook who?)

I traveled far, and lo! I stood there too

Where Hardy stood with chiding voice

Sent thither by the sons of Earth to sue

Lord of the Universe

-”I know too well the race that on Earth trod,

By Me made to live in joy.

But they would not be creatures, rather god,

So I let them destroy

“The World I made and all in love I’d done,

For dreams of selfish glory lost.

And in the end I let them kill my Son,

To pay their folly’s cost.

“Oh, Adam’s son, don’t cry in bitter voice,

Nor blame me for the evil done.

It was your race that made the fateful choice

To walk the Earth alone.”

Sonnet 7

Jim January 7th, 2010

To you who felt the blows of broken faith

And crumpled under sheets of drencing pain

Who turned away from dark and cloud-locked truth

I hope to bring you now a healing rain

To ask you now to place your faith in me

To trust the future holds some better light

Believing love this time will stay, not flee

And trust the shimm’ring vision as true sight

I cannot promise days of endless bliss

But rather pledge a love so stead’ly paced

That it will drip like rain pavement ticks

And gently lap in rhythm through your days

To love small, once in each unfolding day

Until the decades wash our lives away.