VIII

Don April 18th, 2008

VIII             Wordsworth wrote an endless poem in blank verse on “the growth of a poet’s mind.”  I shall attempt a more modest feat for a more distracted age: a blog, “Things which a Lifetime of Trying to Be a Poet has Taught Me.” 

I have another horrible confession to make.  Along with better influences like Robert Frost and Gerard Manley Hopkins, I was enamored from my senior year of high school through my first couple of years of college with e. e. cummings.  I have an excuse.  I had read some of his fresh little gems like “I thank my god for most this amazing day,” “buffalo bill’s defunct,” and “in spring when the world is mud-luscious,” and discovered that they are in fact fresh little gems.  Unfortunately, I was also juvenile enough to think that his eschewal of capitalization and punctuation was dreadfully cool and with it, and so in some of my juvenilia I tried to imitate his style.  Even then, I couldn’t often get myself to write real free verse.  I had to play with rhyme and meter, even if they were not classifiable into any form with a name.

 friday 

have you ever seen pink Snow?

neither had I . . .

but sunrise glow

of warm pink Snow

and ice blue Sky

and the Wind in your eye

are quite a way

to start the Day . . .

i Know.      

            I was cured of my addiction when someone bought me the complete works of cummings as a Christmas present, and I discovered that the rare fresh gems I had read in the anthologies were in fact rare gems hidden in acres and acres of banality. I realized that the very lack of form was part of what encouraged people just to keep blathering: there was nothing to stop them!  I understood why I was already outgrowing my infatuation with free verse, why it no longer satisfied me.  And I realized that my fascination with form was not just a tendency or an inclination but a calling.

            I still try to write one poem in free verse per decade, just to prove I still can.  One is enough.

Donald T. Williams, PhD

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